expect the unexpected..

Well hey there,
 theres a few 'possibly overedited' pictures for ya? I realise i never really told you anything about me in my last post, so since i will be posting more, better jump to it & fill you all in. I expect this might be quite interesting, shall i start from the beginning? Cause i'm a seriously messed up kid with a seriously messed up life..

Well, firstly my grandpa beck died before i was born, he didn't know me, but i'm sure that up in heaven some where he knows where i am, and he is watching over every move me and my family make, hope i'm making you proud grandpa, you mean the world to me. R.I.P - gone but never forgotten, my shining star. <3

Then I was born i guess? When i was born the umbilical cord got caught around my neck, fantastic start! Then when i was quite young, i fell of a wall and landed head first on a pavement, - still no lasting damages though, ta daa! Then we moved house - thank fuck. So my dad quit being a travel agent and went into being a partner of the family buisness - with my uncle Graham. (shit move) This buisness was like really good, cause my papa's dad started it, and my papa made it fantastical, great man that he is - then well.. Graham took it over, it was doing okay til' about 4 years ago? So yeah that was all good,

Jump to 3 years ago (2009)- we find out that my dad had been cheating on my mum for 2 years, with a fucking toad called "C" (shouldn't really say her name, my mum would be dissappointed if she new i was slating that whore online - expects better of me n' that). I cringe at her name, she's so fuck ugly. Then he told us and moved out to live with her. So many days of sympathy, fuck off yeah? I want to get through it alone. So yeah, me & Scott & Mum because the 3 musketeers, a team. It was awful - seeing my mum so depressed, and scott so angry, and me so.. everything, bottled up anger that i (to this day) haven't let out. Alot happened that i cant remember/cant be bothered to write out, took me about 2 months before i talked to him again.. I remember she tried to be friends with me LOL! fucking lot of use that was? Did i mention she had a husband to before she ran away with my dad? aye fuck that. So yeah then my dad decided he wanted to come home, and moved himself in - thanks for that dad. and she had to go back to her husband. She didn't like this, she like stalked my dad & tried to get him back, turning up at my uncle martins hall causing a fight with my mum&dad. My brother pulled her up a few times.. But i can't do much, not really, i can't smash her face in like i want to - so i just have to laugh at her really loud, and give her some really dirty looks, and call her some really ugly names when she's in earshot. I guess it gives me some pleasure?

SO yeah, dad's back & i guess he really is sorry, but he's not forgiven, and i sure as fuck haven't forgotten.. I'm still as angry as i was back then - alot more angry to be honest.  Kill me seeing her walking about, and knowing i can't banish her from this stupid earth. woohoo. Okay so enough of that, my mums still depressed as fuck and so is my dad because...

My Uncle is a wank, and is running the shop into the ground, so he leaves with a 'sick note' of depression - he has no idea what depression is, should try being me! hahahha. And so my dad has to go in and take over, employ Lynn to help, and he turns the place around, which is pretty hard to do, it's doing the best it has in years, and my papa is happy! but then dad has to leave it, cause graham&christine stick there stupid noses in and fuck it all up again, using the shops money as their own.. and now, the shop is closing down, and they put a stupid notice on facebook blaming it on us - ITS YOUR FAULT, idiots. poor papa is depressed:/


Sooo there we go, thats the family shit.. i'm so sure theres more, but i can't really be bothered, it just makes me angry yanno? I've not had much luck with boys either.. 2 proper boyfriends, 2 kinda crappy endings. My last ex' i still liked til about a month ago, then it just stopped.. cause i met someone else.. and wow he makes me feel happy, as if, when i'm talking to him i'm something worth keeping.. which is funny, cause i haven't felt this way for about 6 years.. But he lives far away, and i can't meet him, and it kills. But i think it's probably proper this time, not 'love' but maybe something that could be love..

So Yeah.. thats the history! i'll post another post in a moment which will just be about my day, feelings, friends, boys, etc :) thanks for listening - ciao! <3

i love this outfit, christmas day. a fave. <3

my bestestest shoes, i love these. wear them everywhere, so mega mega comfy! like £25. such a good deal, they go with so much?! winning!

bun on the head, fake eyelashes, eye linerrr & red lipstick. okay baby ;)

going out wedges, yuuuuuum!
peep toe & lacee. bought for £10 at sale!?!?

^ my faves right now. luscioussss x



hi there my names laurie? theres your introduction :)
I am completely in love with clothes, shoes, makeup... the whole lot. obsessive, thats me. I am a complete girly girl. I spend too much money on clothes for my own good, i know this.. But what is style really? I don't follow a trend. I see trends i like, but i adapt them to fit myself. not the models that you see in magazines. I like wearing things that show off my figure.. I am loving these autumn colours, and the whole vintage scene. but sometimes i love just chucking on some skinny jeans & a jumper, and heading out. it is easy.

whats your style like?



sacre bleu, i'm done here.